Why Bother?

6:47PM - Haven't updated for a while-_-

but this is funny!

Shad0wPuppetz: back
Terpoma: front1
Shad0wPuppetz: ...
Terpoma is no longer idle at 5:45:56 PM.
Terpoma: i win!
Shad0wPuppetz: ...k
Terpoma: jamie shares no joy
Shad0wPuppetz: i am cold
Shad0wPuppetz: my house is cold
Shad0wPuppetz: outside
Shad0wPuppetz: it is not cold
Terpoma: this is puzzling
Shad0wPuppetz: it is because i live in florida where central air conditioning reigns supreme
Terpoma: what if the air conditioner tells you to do something strange?
Shad0wPuppetz: then i must do it, or it will stop working and everyone will sweat to death under the oppressive florida heat
Terpoma: [gets an idea]
Terpoma: if rick was to become a much better air conditioner... he would be king of florida
Terpoma: jamie will be my insider
Terpoma: she must crush the oppressive air conditioners!
Terpoma: then rick will arrive just in time to save everyone
Terpoma: and be even more oppressive
Terpoma: but it will be better, because rick has cool ideas of what to do with disneyland
Terpoma: first, he will increase the number of people in mouse suits
Shad0wPuppetz: but as the new central air conditioning system, you must find ways to keep the population cool and prevent heat strokes
Terpoma: then station them across the country
Terpoma: [considers]
Terpoma: maybe the mice can have fans
Shad0wPuppetz: you can station them at houses and public areas
Terpoma: Yes!
Terpoma: people can rent my mice
Shad0wPuppetz: lmao, yes!
Terpoma: and they would say 'it is very nice of king rick to provide this mice now that we are free of air conditioning'
Shad0wPuppetz: *nods* and you will be loved
Terpoma: this idea is possibly the greatest idea i have had all yesterday
Shad0wPuppetz: yeay!
Shad0wPuppetz: im so proud of you!
Shad0wPuppetz: *manic laughter* first florida...
Shad0wPuppetz: then....
Shad0wPuppetz: THE WORLD!
Terpoma: YAY!
Shad0wPuppetz: ^-^
Terpoma: let's stop off in mississippi first!
Shad0wPuppetz: ok!
Terpoma: the rivers there are made of chocolate
Terpoma: it says on the chocolate spread jar
Shad0wPuppetz: I did not knwo that
Terpoma: it is a well known fact
Shad0wPuppetz: hrm
Terpoma: however, it is not as chocolatey as switzerland
Terpoma: one time, switzerland and mississipi had a war
Terpoma: and mississipi took some chocolate
Terpoma: and they said 'we must hide this'
Terpoma: and so they placed it into the river
Terpoma: and when the swiss came, they said 'we can smell the chocolate, but we can not see it'
Terpoma: and so they sailed back home
Terpoma: the end
Shad0wPuppetz: *laughs!!*
Shad0wPuppetz: so where are you going for college?
Terpoma: rick does not know
Shad0wPuppetz: i see
Terpoma: rick has made many applications!
Terpoma: but colleges are weary of his acceptance
Shad0wPuppetz: I see
Terpoma: for rick's ideas are far ahead of his time
Shad0wPuppetz: I'll die if i dont get to go to the college i want to go to
Terpoma: which college is jamie going to?
Shad0wPuppetz: University of New Haven, in Connecticut
Shad0wPuppetz: *giggles...spelled that wrong*
Terpoma: that is a long way away
Shad0wPuppetz: from florida, yes
Terpoma: why does jamie travel so far?
Shad0wPuppetz: its not really that far
Shad0wPuppetz: its just farthe rup the east coast
Terpoma: do they have many flowers?
Shad0wPuppetz: i do not know
Terpoma: do they have dolphins?
Shad0wPuppetz: i do not know
Terpoma: why does jamie wish to travel so far?
Shad0wPuppetz: because they have a really good program for the major i wish to persue
Terpoma: which major does jamie wish to persue?
Shad0wPuppetz: forensic psychology
Terpoma: oh yeah!
Terpoma: jamie analyses the victims
Terpoma: then they say 'stop reading my mind!' and hide in a jail cell
Shad0wPuppetz: lol
Terpoma: and then jamie says 'my powers of psychology have foiled evil once more'
Terpoma: then the police chief takes a cigar out of his moustache and says 'excellent work detective jamie'
Shad0wPuppetz: the police hids a cigar in his moustache?
Shad0wPuppetz: *hides
Terpoma: it is a big moustache
Shad0wPuppetz: what else does he hide there?
Shad0wPuppetz: are there mice?
Terpoma: mainly candy
Shad0wPuppetz: are they the mice you will use to take over florida?
Terpoma: my mice are much bigger than the moustaches of police chiefs
Shad0wPuppetz: oh

12:05PM - woo

so last night was homecoming. what a fucking blast. It was great, I had so much fun...lol, making an idiot of myself on the dance floor along with over half of the rest of the student body. My little group of friends is so much fun, I love you all!! After words we (we being me, lenore, anthony, jessica and danny) went to denny's in our pretty dreses and suits and made idiots out of ourselves some more. It was just too fun, I;m sad its over, but there's always next year! wooo!

I also got my class ring on thursday night, it's sparkly and pretty, I luffs it. Im gone now, later!!

3:33PM - stuff

What's Your Pimp Name?
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*giggle*

Which Deadly Sin Are You?
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cool, I'm wrath

Whatever you do...DO NOT TAKE THIS QUIZ!!!!!
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I so don't think love is false....

Hello. Um, take my Quiz. Because I said so.
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but if I die then, I wont live to be as onld as the one before this said.....perplexing

2:11PM - ...

Herein begins the long hours of lonliness as Jessie is gone from me for the time being. I don't knwo when he'll be back, though he assure me that it would probably be sometime later today. I'm hoping so...I don't knwo that I could go a night without him, even though I've done so before. But...I don't know. He just left and I already miss him. I suppose I'll just have to find something to fill these hours with, quizzes or deviantart or both or....I don't know...I guess I'll figure it out.

You'll see me again...

Hasta Luego

6:02PM - Nothing to write... but something to sing...

Vitamin R- Chevelle

Some learn; many do.
Cover up or spread it out.
Turn around, had enough,
Pick and choose or pass it on.
Buying in, heading for
Suffer now or suffer then.
Its bad enough
I want the fear...need the fear

Cause he's alone (where have we gone)
He's alone (where have we gone)

All without making it and your pushing it and your leading us along
The hassle of all the screaming fans the had it makes when its most

After all, whats the point?
Cause levatation is possible.
If your a fly; a cheating gun.
Theres time for this and so much more.
Its typical, come write a world
A special place of my designs
To never cope or never care just use the key

Cause he's alone (where have we gone)
He's alone (where have we gone)

All without making it and your pushing it and your leading us along
The hassle of all the screaming fans the had it makes when its most

Over and Over a slayn
Became
Over and Over a slayn
Became
Over and Over a slayn
Became
Over and Over a slayn
Became

Cause he's alone (where have we gone)
He's alone (where have we gone)

All without making it and your pushing it and your leading us along
The hassle of all the screaming fans the had it makes when its most

All without making it and your pushing it and your leading us along
The hassle of all the screaming fans the had it makes when its most

6:54PM - *rolls around laughing*

A conversation between me and my friend Jessica's boyfriend. I was copy pasting between windows to my Jessie and this is what happened. I was in tears...

MtlHead328: I was talking to Jessi about when Jessie comes to Florida and how fast you'll have his pants off
Shad0wPuppetz: lol, before you can say the word pants
MtlHead328: lol
MtlHead328: I told her that if he were to come by plane I could imagine you ripping them off in the terminal of the airport
Shad0wPuppetz: *laughs!!!* essept for he's driving here inhsi car
Shad0wPuppetz: *in his
MtlHead328: yea
MtlHead328: you'll be waiting at the exit from the expressway
MtlHead328: jump on the hood, bust through the windshield
Shad0wPuppetz: lmfao!
MtlHead328: brb
MtlHead328 is away at 6:25:29 PM.
Shad0wPuppetz: I x Aegis x I: hehe, he doesn't know the first of it, which is sad. It'll be lots faster then that
Auto response from MtlHead328: I am away from my computer right now.

MtlHead328 returned at 6:31:41 PM.
MtlHead328: what...is he gonna drive with them off?
Shad0wPuppetz: lmao,
MtlHead328: door opened
Shad0wPuppetz: I x Aegis x I: *laughs!*
I x Aegis x I: yes
I x Aegis x I: I am
MtlHead328: condom on
Shad0wPuppetz: I x Aegis x I: *laughs!* yep
MtlHead328: niice
MtlHead328: and I take it ull be in a short skirt with no underwear...(yes I am familiar with this)
Shad0wPuppetz: hmmm *thinks abotu that*
MtlHead328: yeah you enjoy your thoughts I've gotta get ready for my martial arts class
MtlHead328: have fun
MtlHead328 signed off at 6:35:42 PM.

5:35PM - Lalala

im bordeded, looking for rp, cant find any, solo is dull, blah. Yesterday was fun, Danny was over and we practiced our competition skit for drama districts. We know it pretty well, which is good. We also went and ate at Japan Inn, that was cool, he bought me lunch and stuff. Yeah, School's been...schoolish, very boring, can't think of anything else of any import. Im out now.

4:43PM - When George met Susie....

*snickers* Like I've been saying all day, if you have to ask, then you'll never know.

Yeah, pretty good day as far as Tuesdays go. Surprisingly enough, I got enough sleep last night and was even up like...45 minute early, finding myself unable to get back to sleep to to all the noise my cat was making by knocking things over on my dresser. Got to schoo, walked about the hallways for two whole minutes before the bell rang went to first hour, nearly burst out into laughter in the middle of while I was modeling for my portrait. Ah, memories *le sigh* well, due to a certain inside joke and the horrible music that my drawing teacher is so fond of. Second hour...we got in trouble! Me and Danny went around finding out everyone's porn star names. (I'm Sparky Talavera ^-^) That was fun, I was surprised that they all complied. Lunch, half waisted on waiting in the rediculously long line to get my homecoming ticket, but it is gotten, and I am going. Bought a class shirt which will be here November...I think, uh...ate food. Went to third hour. That was fun, that annopying kid that sits diagonally behind me was all "O.O YOU'RE WEARING A SKIRT!!!!!" I was all "Thank you Captain Obvious, but I'm well aware of what I'm wearing" Fourht hour...I missed, unfortunately due to an orthodontist appointment which would usually be enough to ruin anyone's day, but bothering my mom after I was finished made it all worth while. And now, here I am, boucny and happy and wooooo and I'm going to go now.

Ja nee!! *skips off merrily*

4:46PM - whee

good stuff. We gotted to sleep in fourth hour today. it be the greatest class ever, I love it so much *holds up a "psychology is #1" sign and a large foam finger and dances around* The teahcer is the greatest teacher to ever teach...ever. *worships*

Anyways, nothing horribly interesting has been happening. Just the usual shit...school, sleep, retarted stuff. And the usual exceedingly good shit, Jessie...friends....Jessie. ou know, all that stuff. Oh yes, I wrote something. and you shall read it. read it i tell you!!!

here it is:

How long is forever?
Does it ever really end at all? We’ve grown to believe it as so, but there has to be an ending, for things that begin always have an ending. Forever must have begun sometime, everything has a beginning, forever included, I’m sure. Though if this is true, what decides the ending, what decides to play into the lives of people to tell them that it’s all over, there is nothing. Forever has left them, eternity is no longer there.
Possibly, there are millions upon millions of forevers, each one a soul, each one living it’s own forever. Each one beginning and ending as it so dictates moving from shell to shell until it passes and ceases to exist of its own whims.
Perhaps forever will end with the world, only to begin a new eternity when another world comes to replace it, people say that forever is a long time. But who’s to say that forever isn’t mearly a passing moment, the flutter of a butterfly’s wing, the minds of those who use them? Who’s to say that forever isn’t in your lover’s eyes, or your best friends heart? Why must it mean something so literal? Are the minds of men really so simple that everything must fit into a neat little box?
What is so wrong with letting your mind flow, leaving things unanswered? Evidentally, they have an “eternity” to figure it out, but they must know now, this moment, they can’t take their time and do it right. So impatient, the ultimate cause of their own demise.
Forever. Always. Eternity. Endless.
Such simple words. Such complex thoughts


yup. *nods* ok, I'm out now

Ja nee

4:46PM - Moo

woo, another day done. I don't know what it is, but I've been really, really tired this week. It's wierd... at least I've been able to keep myself from falling asleep again, that saves me the pain of having my mother angry at me. It's not pretty when she is, but only because she's so irrational.

Y'know, I've also been thinking... after 12:00 am in the it will never ever be September 21, 2004 again. I guess it makes me want to cherish every day and enjoy the time I have here on earth,but who wants to do crap like that? Though I have to say it's hard not to be greatful and thenkful and cherish time when you have someone like Jessie in your life. *swoonyhappysigh*

All in all, things are going pretty well, TOM's almost gone, which is very good. Since it's an unwelcome visitor and everything, um...yeah, that's about it. I think.

Ja nee

11:14AM - Successsssss

Leann's surprise worked...well, kinda, we didn't really have everything completely ready due to my mother's procrastinating habits, but she was still surprised about Christy being here. Which was good, because that was the main purpose. I wanted to do something nice for her, cuz I love her and I miss her and I wanted to give her a hug.

Yes, we all talked to Jessie last night on ze phone, Leann's obsessed with his accent. Honestly, he doesn't really have much of one, just when he says certain things... like guitar, I think Leann annoyed the fuck out of him last night. But that's ok, he's very tolerant (he -is- my man, after all, you gotta be tolerant in that respect) And kiko, yes, loveable, wonderful kiko who told me to shove a burning stick up my butt. And twist it.

But not before I told him to squeeze his testicles with a monkey wrench, Leann says he laughed...which made me feel good. I like making people laugh, I usually think my sense of humor is immature and retarted because...stuff. Either that or no one understands me, I opt for the latter. Because I don't even understand me, thereafter, no one else does.

Speaking of which, I could completely go into this whole thing about my mom and not understanding me *rolls her eyes* puh-lease, get over it. My mom can't understand that I don't want her to be able to understand me, and I don't want to tell her things. But it kind of makes me sad, I mean, she does do a lot for me and my brother and the way she's treated sometimes. There's really nothing I can do, I try to treat her with the respect she deserves, but then she does something to piss me off instead of giving me that same respect back.

I don't know, I'm just rambling...

5:06PM - *Blink*

Wow, I'm sleepy, and I have no idea why. I'm blah...whee, I miss Jessie...he said he'd call me back,but that could take forever. School yesterday was normal, I was very, very tired yesterday, which is good, because today was a day off. Which made me very, very happy. I got to sleep in for a while.

Um, that's about all that's even remotely interesting....not even that.

I'm done.

Later

8:29PM - My journal is so boring

I should really get around to busying myself with a background image...or something. Maybe, maybe not, I probably won't be around here for long. Jessica showed her confidence in me keeping this today in a note we were passing with an "I give it 2 weeks...tops" she's probably right. But don't mourn for my loss...uh...again. I'll be back on some random journal site. Not that anyoen reads this *rolls her eyes* which is why I usuallyjust don't even bother.

Aaaaanyways, I'm in -such- a good mood today. I really have absolutely no clue what brought it on. Maybe my sudden burst of confidence at totally acing my Marine Science test, and my Psychology test (I am sooo amazingly awesome) Jessie only makes it better, which I never protest to. I love him so much. I wish the whole world knew it. Maybe they will...one day, eventually. Though for now, just me and him and a bunch of other people knowing is fine with me.

I went to dinner with my mom today, we talked some, I haven't really talked to her for a while. It was kind of nice, and now I feel important and accomplished because I owed her that... I feel so bad for the way me and my brother treat her sometimes, it makes me want to throw up. PLus some recent stuff, that I won't go into.

Yeah.

Nothing else, I'm gone now.

Bye

10:36PM - Stuff is good...

when it's good. Because generally, stuff isn't good when it's bad, nt that stuff is bad right now, but I was just saying.

Great, now that I've confused the hell out of you non existant readers, let's move on. School was school, I got to see Jessica aftera long week of her not being there due to some sickness from riding her bike out into Hurricane Frances (wish I coulda been with her). I have this detention from Marine Science that I'm going to forge my mom's signiture on and serve on Thursday before Drama Club.

That said, theres no sign of TOM yet, which is very good, with my luck it'll come tomorrow -.- yeah. Um...nothing horribly interesting went on today, talking to Jessie, as usual, catching up with Leann, whom I haven't talked to for ages. Waiting for mom to get home so i can put the stuff she bought away so I can get a shower and go into my bedroom and get on the phone.

Yeah, that's about it, so here's a final thought for you.

Here, have a sunflower, sunflowers always make you happy.

@.@.* '.'
@.@. *.'.'
@.@. *.@.@

4:13PM - Here we go again.

Why do I keep making these things? What's my deal, I guess I just get tired of one and need a new one every now and then, ro I get sick of the username, or I don't like a certain journal website. Which reminds me, I should really have considered changing the colors and shit before I started updateing. Oh well, too late now... I can do it later. LIke...right after I update.

Anyways, life as I know it almost feels like its getting unravled, TOM's coming soon (TOM= Time of Month) that's probably it. I always get this messy unorganized "blah" feeling whenever its on its way. I hate this feeling, I wish it would just go away and leave me alone. It depresses my Jessie, I hate seeing him that way, so I have to keep happy for him otherwise my world just shatters, plain and simple. I'm nothing if he isn't happy.

I have to go to the grandparent's house tonight, I really, really don't want to. I hate going there neveranything to do, and I only get an hour on the phone. I don't know what the hell is with that. They treat me like I'm 12 years old, and when I confront them about it they're always like "If you wanted to be treated older, act older" what the hell is that supposed to mean? I act my age, and more, I do everything they tell me to, the least they could do is give me a break.

This weeks already starting out as crap, and it's only Sunday. Please just let it be over soon.